Chapter 23 January 6, 2010

Transparency. How much should the world know about me and my life? Should I keep it surface level and write about what I did during the day, or should I be totally transparent and reveal the inner most being of what makes me, Me.

Random Thought: What do I think about all the time? For those that know me, know that I think about Love. I think about the Love of God and how grateful I am to have a God that loves me so much. It brings me to tears everytime I think about God and how much he has done for me and what he has promised me in the future. A song I recently heard puts it perfectly: "If he doesn't do anything else for me, He's done enough." And by that I mean that He sent his Son Jesus, to die for us all, so that we are given the opportunity to spend eternity in Heaven with Him.

I also think about how I can Love others the way that Jesus loved people during his time on earth. Loving those that love you is easy, but doing the same for the ones who can't stand you, or worse the ones you can't stand, is hard.

And then ultimately I think about romantic Love. Hoping that one day I can find that person to pour my soul into and them into me. The man that can sweep me off my feet and who will stand by my side through all the things the enemy will throw at us. Not a worldly man after worldy things, rather a man of God seeking spiritual things. A man that Loves God above all else, and knows how to treat and cherish a woman of God.

It's easy to loose focus in this giant world he live in. Everything is against us and is pulling the world more and more away from God. But guess what!?!!!! WE ARE SUPERSTARS!!! And we can turn people back towards God. People out there know that the world is ... crap. But there's no one in their lives giving them the real deal about Jesus. It's our time ladies and gentleman! Our time to use what God has given us to save souls and point them to Christ! Whose ready! I AM!!!

I might play around with that idea in a short documentary...hummm. Gotta get this money for this camera first. Once I get this bad boy...Can't NO ONE stop me baby!!!